Its almost time for your birthday baby you would have been 5 yrs old and im agonizing on what to do. I know it will be an extremely hard day for me, but I dont want it to be a day just lost in the wind. It was a very special day for me, the day you were born. One of the happiest moments of my life, and I want to remember it and rejoyce i the gift of you. I want everyone else to remember your special day too. We are going to do a balloon release here and i think everyone back in illinois is going to do one too. Everyone loves and misses you so much and wishes you were here with us. We love you my sweet baby always in our heart.