You are always on my mind day and night. There is not a minute that goes by of everyday that I am not thinking about you, about the things you would be doing and saying if you were here. I know you would be getting into something as you always were. You kept me so busy and now my hands are idle. I feel i have nothing to do. I try to keep myself busy but nothing I do seems to work. I ache from the core of my soul for you. Wanting you here so badly and knowing that can never be. I love you Cayden and I miss you.